November 18th, 2009
I hate this family
Bulok.. yan ang one word to describe my family... I really hate staying here any longer... Ang pinaka cause ng kabulukan? cno pa ba.. edi ang mataba kong kuya.
In this family... parang maskara lng ang tinatawag na values... we have no values... Were not bonded by LOVE like other families.. Were just bonded simply by the blood we share and the responsibility to live with each other...
I bet we only have a year or so to be able to live like this.. after that.. magkakagulo gulo and primay cause of it are the money. Malapit na maubos ang perang iniwan samin ni dada ang money just kept getting out of the bank... Since we have no other source of income.. My mom is just a house wife.. my brother is an unemployed, big fat, lazy jerk and the ultimate leech sa bahay na to. And me.. soon to have a job as a graphic artist sa techno hub...
I dont have any plans in sharing my salary with my family... WHY?? Si kuya, noong may trabaho sya.. di rin naman sya nag sh-share e... plus, kumukuha pa sya ng allowance kay dada. Wow! Anyways,... hindi naman ako nakikigaya or anything... its just that to be fair... kung nag set ba naman sya ng magandang example sakin edi sana yun din ang ginawa ko.. So quits lng.. Wala clang karapatang husgahan o pagalitan ako tama ba??
Kanya-kanya na to... I'll save money for myself and leave all those who dare drag me down. I wanna succed.. ayoko nang mabulok d2... I want to leave this house... Im really sorry for my mom... Ill try my best to help her... pero kung di nya kayang palayasin d2 ang salot at i-continue parin nyang i tolerate at alagaan... well yun... not my fault anymore.... Im leaving once I secure myself...